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MyShittyBackpack reviews

 All reviews are published as they are. All reviews are published, we do not filter out.

Quick guide to purchasing a backpack

 

The purpose of this article is to give you 6 tips towards choosing an allday backpack.

Among all the different backpack designs that are available online and in stores, how do you pick the one quality backpack that will be perfect for you and will not disappoint you?

It really depends on what kind of end use you will have for your backpack. Do you need a large travel backpack? A daily backpack? A tech backpack?

Whether you are looking for an everyday bag or a casual travel backpack that you can also take on short hikes, to go errands or just walk your best friend around the neighborhood, you are at the right place.

In my opinion, most everyday backpacks out there are unnecessarily large and bulky, and we end up overloading them and having to log around all this useless weight. Our ability to carry weight diminishes with age.

The GoApe™ backpack is a smaller size in the realm of backpacks but it is roomy enough for everyday use and day outings/hikes. This size of backpack is not common on the market.

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So, when choosing a day backpack maybe go for a smaller size, let’s say a capacity of 10 liters or under. 

With this 9 litre backpack, you will not be carrying more stuff than you need to. This means that the weight of the bag will remain in check. Feel free to check the other blog post "HOW MUCH FITS IN THIS BACKPACK".

Happy in the company of my wonderful GoApe™.

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Wide and adjustable straps

Straps should be fully adjustable and at least 1 inch (2.5 cm) wide. Backpacks with narrower straps are a no-no unless they are mini backpacks.

The GoApe straps are not padded but they are wide (1.5", 4 cm) and thick enough for a comfortable feel. They do not slide off your shoulders. They are also fully adjustable so that you can fine tune the right fit for you. Once your straps are adjusted the adjustment will stay put and you will not have to readjust them for quite a while.

 

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A real top handle

Yep it is very useful. It enables you to grab your backpack and go. It also allows you to hang it from a hook or even a door knob in public bathrooms so that you do not have to set your backpack on the floor.

 

 

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Make sure the backpack you are about to buy has a secure fastening

I read too many reviews of people complaining that the backpack they just bought will not stay closed when it’s full. Whether it’s a magnetic or Velcro closure, this is a common problem and it makes the bag unusable. The magnets we use in this backpack have been factory-tested for a load up to 17 pounds/8 kg. 

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Own two different backpack sizes

It is suggested to own a smaller backpack like the GoApe™ for daily use, and a larger one with padded shoulder straps and a sternum/waist strap too. This way if you really need to carry more weight than the GoApe™ should take, you can switch to the larger backpack and hopefully still be comfortable. This larger type of backpacks abound online and in stores.

But beware, the question of weight is still valid with larger backpacks, and in the end it will depend on how much weight your back can take.

Another type of backpack that is offered is the expandable type with a zipper that releases an extra compartment, which is like having two backpacks in one. I find this type very cool, but a little stiff and a bulky for a small backpack.

This happy customer told me she wears her GoApe every single day.

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The washability

Many backpacks are not washable. I do not understand this. What if there is a spill inside your main compartment? Or your cat knocks off a coffee mug on it? In a general way, bags usually get dirty fast even if no accidents happen, and need to be washed to remove possible smells and be given a fresh new look once in a while. 

This hemp backpack, despite its light color, does not get dirty easily. I can wear it for months before I have to wash it.

Thank you for reading this blog post. I hope it helps. Cheers!

What makes the MyShittyBackpack different?

 When someone first looks at this backpack, they probably think “Mmm, it looks nice but I don’t see what’s so special about it”. And I agree, from a distance it looks... like a backpack. So, what is it that makes this backpack original?

What makes this backpack unique is the combination of all the following 9 practical characteristics in one single backpack: 

1. the quick-access key organizer
2. the natural fiber material: hemp and cotton
3. the size of the backpack (I find most backpacks too large for daily use)
4. the nice top handle
5. the wide adjustable straps
6. the external water bottle holder
7. the large smartphone pocket with zipper
8. the comfortable feel
9. the washability

What is the one feature I could not find in other backpacks? 

Mainly, a device to organize my keys in a smart and convenient way and this is the main characteristic that makes this backpack different from others. This quick-access key organizer is now trademarked.

Some backpacks have a key fob on a very short leash. Usually it is buried inside the main compartment or you have to open a zipper to access it.

As a mom with two little kids and having to carry many errands bags, it was always a hassle to have to drop everything just to go fumble for my car keys while watching the kids in the parking lot. And then, when reaching home, I would have to repeat the same fumbling business for my house keys. There had to be another way!

Plus I always tended to forget where my keys were - in the bathroom, in the living room, in the fridge? I got tired of this too.

My own son came up with a special design that’s simple but works perfectly. Think of a kangaroo pouch for your keys. 

The leashes are long and elastic and the carabiners rotate so that you don’t have to remove your house keys from the leashes when you are locking/unlocking your doors, all this while the bag remains on your shoulder.  The result is you always know where your car and house keys are and you’ll never forget or misplace your keys ever again.

I use the key leash inside the main compartment to attach my wallet. When I need to use my wallet, I do not have to unhook it from the long leash. That’s a nice detail when you are standing at the ATM or at the cashier’s when abroad: your wallet cannot be snatched by a thief if it is tied to your bag. Check the blog post dedicated to the 3 key fobs here.

 

Maybe the world is heading away from plastics in general, at least that’s what I hope. If such is the trend going to be, a backpack that’s not made from plastic (= polyester, nylon, microfiber, etc.) would be inherently different since natural fibers are not commonly used in backpacks. The blog post on hemp is here.

 

Another feature that is not easy to find in other backpacks is a good size. In my humble opinion, most backpacks are too large for what we do on a daily basis and we end up carrying too much weight and bulk on our backs, unnecessarily. So I really focused on the right size for daily use, day trips and short hikes so that we keep things to minimal and the load remains light.

 

My backpack is 9 litres, a perfect size for day use.

Another thing that has to be present is a nice top handle. I owned nice backpacks that did not have this feature and guess what, where the heck do you set your backpack in public bathrooms? On the floor? With a nice grab handle you can hang your backpack to the hook on the door. It’s a detail, but it matters when you travel.

 

In restaurants, I hang my backpack this way, in between my knees 
so that nobody can snatch it.

Another feature that I do not like in some backpacks is that anybody can open the zippers in your back without you noticing it. Unless you have locks on your zippers, this is terrible. So I chose the flap-type design, which is more secure. Nevertheless, wearing your backpack in the front instead of on your back is a good idea in crowded areas. 

 

Straps have to be wide and fully adjustable and there has to be a real water bottle carrier for hikes and walks.

 

I also wanted to never have to look for my smartphone. The phone pocket had to be easy to access but discrete, and large enough for all smartphone sizes and for my earbuds to also fit in it. Some people put their cellphone in the back slip pocket with the keys.

 

  

This backpack is so comfortable to wear that I forget I am wearing it.

And a backpack has to be washable, at least by hand. 

 

All in all, many of the features of this backpack can be found in other backpacks commonly, but having all of them in one backpack together with the unique key leash device is what makes this backpack unique.

Thanks for reading this post.

What’s up with the brand name?

And the brand name? What’s up with that? 😅 Why would anyone choose this name for a quality backpack? It makes no sense!⁣⁣⁣⁣

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Some of you expressed an interest in knowing how we came up with this name 😃. ⁣⁣
⁣⁣⁣⁣It had to be a name that would draw attention, something very unusual and funny that would be easy to remember. ⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣
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There was no inspiration at first. So I asked my kids if they had any ideas. Teenagers can be very creative. And it didn’t take long for a first answer to come: “shitty backpacks”.⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣

⁣⁣⁣⁣It almost came out spontaneously from my son. He hadn’t given it any thought. Exactly what was needed: a spontaneous inspiration. We had a good laugh but this was actually taken seriously. It sounded very interesting, but not quite perfect yet.⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣
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A day later my husband suggested the name “my shitty backpack” and this was it. A lot of you love it and some others don’t. Still, somehow it has to be this name. Cannot please everyone can we?⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣⁣
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Also, there is an implied reference to a “hempy” product in the name. ⁣⁣
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⁣⁣For those of you who do not like logos, they can easily remove the label so that the backpack is neutral. ⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣

Who is the little blue guy?

What’s up with the little blue guy on our hemp backpacks? ⁣⁣

⁣⁣Actually the inspiration came from an ancient South American extraterrestrial symbol. A long, long time ago, some people South of Colombia must have seen TV man in their dreams. ⁣⁣

At MyShittyBackpack we also happen to love South America. ⁣⁣⁣⁣We lived there too.

Such a modern-looking figure derived from such an ancient culture felt perfect to convey the modernity of this ancient plant that is hemp. 

If you look close enough, you’ll see that this blue guy was painted by hand.
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This is the MyShittyBackback brand emblem.

Cheers!

What fits in the MyShittyBackpack?

This backpack is roomy enough for what is needed on a day in town, a day trip, a short hike or a walk, and helps keep the load to minimal weight. I tested it in all these conditions and what happens is this bag is so comfy that you forget you are wearing it. This is a medium-sized backpack - if you are looking for a large backpack this is not it.

It is designed to be low profile and inconspicuous. This way, nobody will suspect that I’m carrying the latest iPad Pro and iPhone. Do you like attracting the wrong kind of attention?

I purposely did not want this backpack to look like a tech bag.

Maximum usable internal dimensions: 11” tall x 9.8” wide x 2” deep (28 cm tall x 25 cm wide x 5 cm deep). The internal dimensions stated here allow for the space needed to cinch the bag closed at the top. If you do not cinch your bag at the top then more of the bag width and height will become usable. 

These internal dimensions will allow you to measure whatever you are considering putting in this backpack and determine if it will fit.

So, here’s a list of things that fit:

• A water bottle or baby bottle of maximum 2.7” (7 cm) diameter (in the external water bottle holder). Please do not put a wallet or cellphone in this open pocket.
• A tablet inside a protective case. Always carry your electronics inside a protective case in this backpack. 14 inch laptops do not fit. Maximum 13.5” (34 cm) total diagonal dimension including the padded sleeve:

• Flexible A4 files will fit horizontally inside the bag because they will be able to slightly flex at each end. Stiff A4 files will fit in this bag only if you do not cinch the top of the bag.

• Letter size documents and books fit vertically whether they are flexible or stiff and you will be able to cinch the bag at the top:

• A large smartphone + earbuds in the side zipper pocket:

Lately some customers have been putting their cellphones in the open back pocket with the keys and this is a very good idea too because this way you can feel your phone vibrating in your back.

• A small pouch with your cables or toiletries and whatnot
• Your wallet (preferably zipped up in the front pocket or in the main compartment)
• Your passport (preferably in the zipper pocket inside the main compartment, with your Apple Airtag GPS tracker)
• A small notebook
• A case for your glasses
• Tissues
• A thin sweater or rain poncho
• A sandwich
• A small camera
• Your house and car keys tied to the external key hooks

And an apple!

I hope this gives you a good idea of what fits.

Notice how I set the tablet on the front side of the backpack instead of against my back. I put the soft stuff on the side of the main compartment that’s against my back. The backpack will feel comfortable if the load is well arranged and if the main compartment is not maxed out.

With all this in the backpack, rest assured that the magnets will not open under the load, like they do on many other backpacks. They will stay closed at all times even if the backpack is full. This has been tested with loads of up to 17 pounds/8 kg.

Remember that if the backpack is overfilled it will become difficult to use the outside zipper pockets. Just like all backpacks...

The wallet best goes in the front pocket under the flap, 
or tied to the hook inside the main compartment if it comes with a D-ring.

THE BACK POCKET WITH THE KEY ORGANIZER IS EFFICIENT ONLY IF YOU WEAR YOUR BACKPACK WELL ADJUSTED. IF YOU WEAR YOUR BACKPACK TOO LOOSE ON YOUR BACK THEN ANYBODY CAN SLIP A HAND INSIDE THIS POCKET AND TAKE YOUR STUFF WITHOUT YOU KNOWING. 

You can also use a small compression cube in order to pack a change of clothes for overnight: 

Click here to see a video of how I pack my backpack for the weekend using this blue compression cube (I got the small compression cube on Amazon).

Please make sure to not put anything of value in the water bottle carrier as it is an open pocket with no closure. No cellphones or wallets should be placed in this pocket.

This bag is not padded but it will work well if you carry your tablet inside a protective case.

This size of backpack does not require a sternum or waist strap.

If you are going to carry more stuff than this I would recommend you switch to a larger backpack with padded shoulder straps and sternum/waist strap.

Thanks for reading this post.

Detailed specifications of the MyShittyBackpack

 This quality backpack was created for those who are looking for a practical, durable and comfortable bag for daily use and for those who tend to forget or lose their keys, or have a large quantity of keys to manage.

Customers especially love the quick-access key organizer as it is very convenient and brings them peace of mind. This is the number one feature that makes this backpack different, and it is trademarked.

DIMENSIONS

External dimensions: 14.1" tall x 13" wide x 2" deep (36 cm tall x 33 cm wide x 5 cm deep).

Usable internal dimensions: 11” tall x 9.8” wide x 2” deep (28 cm tall x 25 cm wide x 5 cm deep). These internal dimensions allow for the space needed to cinch the bag at the top. If you do not cinch your bag at the top then more of the bag width and height will become usable. Check blog post “How much fits in this backpack” for more info.

This is a medium/small backpack. It will fit a tablet up to 13.5" total diagonal dimensions including the padded sleeve. This bag does not fit laptops. If you are looking for a laptop backpack, check our SolECiel model here.

1.5"/4 cm wide adjustable straps. The maximum usable length of straps is 80 cm/31.5 inches. Shortest usable length of straps is 50 cm/20 inches. Unfortunately, we found out that these straps are not long enough for plus size customers.

If you are looking for a large backpack, this is not it.

Because this backpack is not padded, it is recommended to always carry your electronics inside a padded sleeve.

DETAILS

• Quality and durability. The material, seams, zippers, metal parts and lining are meant to last a long time under normal use conditions. Despite the light color, I was surprised to find out that this backpack does not get dirty easily. Several customers confirmed this.

• This bagpack has a 9 litre capacity: not too big, not too small for an everyday bag. It holds what you need for the day without being bulky.

• The breathable and comfortable feel (exterior 55% hemp/45% cotton blend) makes it appropriate even in hot desert climates. In fact it is highly recommended for desert climates since it is breathable and does not get damaged by sand.

• The water-resistant cotton lining makes this knapsack weather-resistant.

• The flap self-closes by 4 strong hidden magnets. Your backpack will stay closed at all times with up to 17 pounds (8 kg) of weight inside it!

• The nice top handle allows you to grab your backpack or hang it from hooks.

• 1.5"/4 cm wide adjustable straps. The maximum usable length of straps is 80 cm/31.5 inches. Shortest usable length of straps is 50 cm/20 inches. Unfortunately, we found out that these straps do not fit plus sizes.

• The side cellphone pocket with zipper accomodates ALL smartphone sizes plus your earbuds.

• The external umbrella/water bottle holder has an elasticized top for a secure fit around your bottle. It fits a bottle no bigger than 32 ounce/1 liter capacity with a 2.7”/7 cm maximum diameter.

Please avoid leaving valuable items like a wallet or cellphone in the side water bottle holder because it is not secured at the top.

• The external key organizer in the back is secure and offers quick access to 2 independent elastic and rotating key leashes for attaching all your keys, a wallet, AirTag and USB. Never worry about forgetting or misplacing your keys again! This device is trademarked.

Leave your keys on while locking/opening doors and locks, and you will never misplace or forget them. More information on how to use this exclusive key organizer.

 
This bag is designed so that you do not feel the keys in your back.

• All backpacks come with an attachable card/cash pouch.

• Internal zipper pocket for your passport, AirTag or tech accessories.
  
• Lightweight (1.2 lb, 560 g) and comfortable to wear.
  
• Unisex.
  
• Vegan-friendly.
• Labels are removable

VIDEO

Click here to watch a quick video showing the features of this backpack.

SHIPPING INFO

Only Express shipping is available at this time (FedEx, DHL, TNT, UPS, etc.).

Current delivery time worldwide: 1-2 weeks. A signature will be required at delivery.

We are not able to deliver to the following countries: Cuba, Sudan, Syria, Ukraine and some islands and territories.

Deliveries for one backpack by Express are US$ 19.90 (approximately € 18, £ 16, CAD 28, MXN 400, PLN 76) to the following countries:

Algeria, Austria, Belgium, Bulgaria, Croatia, Czech Republic, Denmark, Egypt, Estonia, Finland, France, Germany, Greece, Hungary, Iceland, India, Ireland, Italy, Japan, Kuwait, Latvia, Lebanon, Liechtenstein, Lithuania, Luxembourg, Malta, Netherlands, North Korea, Norway, Philippines, Poland, Portugal, Qatar, Republic of Cyprus, Romania, Saudi Arabia, Singapore, Slovakia, Slovenia, South Africa, Spain, Sweden, Switzerland, Turkey, UK, United Arab Emirates, USA.

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Express shipping price for one backpack to the following countries: 

• Australia, NZ and Oceania: US$ 29
• Canada: US$ 24.90
• Mexico: US$ 27
• Central and South America: all countries US$ 39
• Iran: US$ 68 and for this country customers have to go pick up the package at the facility. There is no delivery to your door. 
• Iraq: US$ 158
• Israel: US$ 155
• Russia: US$ 36
• Venezuela: US$ 99 (some areas are not delivered, check with your local Express company, you may have to go get your package at the facility)

If you need to know what is the shipping cost to a country not listed here, shoot us an email at christelle.day007@outlook.com and we will get back to you as soon as we can.

If you live in a country with civil unrest, it is recommended that you ask us for a confirmation that we do deliver to your country before ordering.

USES

This bag is meant to be used as an everyday pack for running errands in town, going to the gym, to the coffee shop, commuting on your bike or walking your dog, and as a day trip bag to go on short hikes, to amusement parks or to the beach!

Because this backpack is not padded, it is recommended to always carry your electronics inside a protective pouch.

CARE INSTRUCTIONS

Prewash stains by hand with laundry soap. Main wash by hand or gentle machine cycle with regular laundry detergent and cold water. Harsh detergents and dryers are a no-no. Detailed care instructions are here.

GUARANTEE

If you are not pleased with your backpack, contact us at christelle.day007@outlook.com within 100 days of receiving it, attaching pictures of the problem to your email, and we will offer you a hassle-free exchange or an immediate refund.

HOW TO ORDER

Send us an email at christelle.day007@outlook.com or contact us by DM on instagram @hempcottonbackpacks. 

Reviews Tulum bag

 All reviews are posted unedited. We publish all the reviews, we do not filter out.

Detailed specifications of the Tulum backpack - shipping costs

The Tulum backpack feels nice in tropical heat (natural fibers), is rainproof (rain shell), single-compartment and not padded (for less bulk inside luggage), ultra-organized, durable and washable. With a laptop inside it is very comfortable to wear even though the straps are not padded.

It comes with a crossbody bag for quick errands.

It is also helpful for those who travel with 2 backpacks, as a smaller daypack taking minimal space in your checked luggage.

Even though the Tulum backpack is mostly designed for digital nomads, remote workers and international students, anyone else can use it too on a daily basis, for school, work, day hikes, errands and trips.

DIMENSIONS

• 15.7" (40 cm) tall x 12" (30 cm) wide x 4.3" (11 cm) deep
• Minimal length of straps: 27" (70 cm)
• Maximal length of straps: 37" (95 cm)
• Width of straps: 2 inches (5 cm)
• Capacity: 10.5 litres
• Weight: 1.9 pounds (880 g)

This is a medium size backpack. It will fit an electronic device up to 15.6" total diagonal dimensions including the protective case.

If you are looking for a very large backpack, this is not it.

Because this backpack is not padded, it is recommended to always carry your electronics inside a protective case.

DETAILS

• Designed for laptops 13-15.6 inches.
• Quality and durability. The material, seams, zippers, metal parts and lining are meant to last a long time under normal use conditions.
  
  

• The breathable and comfortable feel (exterior 55% hemp/45% cotton blend) makes it appropriate in all climates, even hot jungles and deserts.

• Lining 100% natural color cotton.

• Waterproof rain shell.

• 4 strong hidden magnets for an auto-closing flap.

• Comfortable top handle.

• Side smartphone pocket for any size smartphone.

• Invisible secret pocket for AirTag, passport, credit cards and cash. 

• Double level mesh pocket to organize your cables, charging bricks, powerbank, dongles, earbuds, earphones, mouse, calculator, chargers and other tech peripherals.

• Sunglass pocket and pen loops

• Water bottle holder inside the main compartment for a smaller bottle of up to 3" (8 cm) in diameter. This pocket collapses flat when you are not carrying a water bottle.
  
• Wide adjustable straps that are not padded, nevertheless the backpack is surprisingly comfortable to wear even when carrying a laptop.

• Our exclusive party trick: the external key organizer in the back open pocket with 2 independent elastic and rotating key leashes for attaching all your keys, a membership card, a wallet and USB. You will always know where your keys are and will never worry about someone snatching your wallet at the ATM or cash register. This device is trademarked.

• Attachable crossbody bag/tech pouch that attaches to the key leash inside the main compartment or inside the back open pocket.

• Internal zipper pocket.
• Moon logo under the flap.

• Unisex.
  
  
• Vegan-friendly.

VIDEO

Click here to watch a short product video.

SHIPPING COSTS as of March 2023

Only Express shipping is available at this time (FedEx, DHL, TNT, UPS, etc.).

Current delivery time worldwide: 1-2 weeks. A signature will be required at delivery.

We are not able to deliver to the following countries: Cuba, Iran, Sudan, Syria, Ukraine and some islands and territories.

Deliveries for one backpack by Express are US$ 19.90 (approximately € 18, £ 16, CAD 28, MXN 400, PLN 76) to the following countries:

Algeria, Austria, Belgium, Bulgaria, Croatia, Czech Republic, Denmark, Egypt, Estonia, Finland, France, Germany, Greece, Hungary, Iceland, India, Ireland, Italy, Japan, Kuwait, Latvia, Lebanon, Liechtenstein, Lithuania, Luxembourg, Malta, Netherlands, North Korea, Norway, Philippines, Poland, Portugal, Qatar, Republic of Cyprus, Romania, Saudi Arabia, Singapore, Slovakia, Slovenia, South Africa, Spain, Sweden, Switzerland, Turkey, UK, United Arab Emirates, USA.

For the 4 backpack offer, please contact us so that we can quote you the current shipping price to your country. Thank you.

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Express shipping price for one backpack to the following countries: 

• Australia, NZ and Oceania: US$ 29
• Canada: US$ 24.90
• Mexico: US$ 27
• Central America and South America: US$ 39
• Iraq: US$ 158
• Israel: US$ 155
• Russia: US$ 36
• Venezuela: US$ 99 (some areas are not delivered, check with your local Express company, you may have to go get your package at the facility)

If you need to know what is the shipping cost to a country not listed here, shoot us an email at christelle.day007@outlook.com and we will get back to you as soon as we can.

If you live in a country with civil unrest, it is recommended that you ask us for a confirmation that we do deliver to your country before ordering. 

USES

While the Tulum backpack is mostly meant for digital nomads, it is also useful to bicycle commuters, or anyone who is commuting from their home to the work place while carrying a laptop, or simply for everyday use by anyone, with or without a laptop.

Basically the Tulum backpack is meant for nomads who need to pack their daily backpack flat in their checked luggage and use it once they arrive at their destination to commute from their hotel to the work space or to go on day trips.

The reason for the single-compartment structure and the absence of padding is that it allows this bag to take up minimal space in checked luggage. But be assured that it will still be surprisingly comfortable to wear even with your laptop inside it.

The inside organization will allow you to ultra-organize all your tech accessories in a very practical way, and the easy-access key organizer will allow you to attach your hotel, locker, scooter, bicycle lock, car keys and wallet safely in one convenient place.

CARE INSTRUCTIONS

Prewash stains by hand with laundry soap. Main wash by hand or gentle machine cycle with regular laundry detergent and cold water. Harsh detergents and dryers are a no-no. Hang to dry in the shade. Detailed care instructions.

GUARANTEE

If you are not pleased with your backpack, contact us within 100 days of receiving it, attaching pictures of the problem to your email, and we will offer you a hassle-free exchange or an immediate refund.